life should be about something more important

tsk tsk, people don't appreciate other people's opinion anymore. *shaking head*. It's a free country, a free world, so my opinion is free to be told :S Stupidos. And it's over unimportant matter too. Why is it that people care more about these so called idols more than things that actually matered you know? I write bad things about Taylor Hicks and I got bashed, I mean... Hello! The thing was like in 2005 and it doesn't even matter if I like him or not (I DON'T, not one bit... I dispise him) and then people calling me stupid and I should grow a brain. Hmm... maybe if they grow brains themselves, they should care about the environment more.

That's the thing I don't get from people.

Why do they bash others like that? Okay this is like completely out of my own posts being bash, cos please that doesn't matter anyway, I don't really care. But I watched videos on youtube and people like to bash a lot don't they? Especially if other people like things different than them. Or at least just by having an opinion! It's like... that's SO WRONG. God created humans with brains and hearts so they can feel and think---> meaning they have their own opinion on things. So why is it that something as simple as writing our opinion on youtube causing us to get bash?

I really don't get it.

I mean, it's one thing if it were racist comments or rude with sexual contents, THAT I understand completely.

But hey, I don't know, people nowadays are just weird. Hey, I'm weird too, so we're just the same. Though as I recall I never bash people. I think. I'm pretty open-minded. I'm REALLY open-minded, or so have I been told. Then again, I'm not gonna get big-headed.

But you know, people are different. So if I hurt anyone, sorry. But no disrespect, people who bash... you're weird. :D

a penny for my thought

You know what? There are things that's been bugging me like ever since it happened you know???! Like it's haunting me and annoying me, it's just not right! Like, per se...

• The winner of American Idol season 5 should've been someone else and NOT Taylor Hicks, seeing that his voice is awful and performances are sucky. It should've been Daughtry. And the top two should've been Elliott Yamin & Chris Daughtry. Why was anybody else blind that moment?? It was THEM who sold more records in the end, not Hicks and McPhee who got kicked out from their labels.

• Why did they have to kicked Hillary Burton & Chad M. Murray from One Tree Hill? They're like the MAIN character, it wouldn't be OTH without them, actually, without Lucas Scott. Wasn't the show about Lucas trying to strive for the world? Sigh...

• I HATE BBF! Oh my god, it's like... the pandemic nowadays. I've watched it, but I wasn't like.. 'oh my god, marry me Kim Bum' unlike everybody else who had watched them. I think me and my friends are still like in the normal phase. But other people were like... I don't know, KAMPUNG TAU GA SIH!! It's like Meteor Garden all over again.

• I hate people who are like... they just found things recently, like say... music or new fandom, while I already knew all about it YEARS before, but they act like "Oh, I knew it better and longer than you, I'm like the ultimate fans," WTF??? HELLOOOO. I so hate it when people do that. I mean like Jason Mraz, nobody likes him up untill 'I'm Yours' and now he's like everyone's favorite, Plain White T's are also the same case. People like diss and tease me for like Korean music back then, and now?? They're all over BBF and Super Junior. Pfft, hypocrites.

• The fact that I've studied for 12 years, with hardwork and tons of dedication means nothing because if I don't pass national exam I don't graduate, no matter like how good I am daily during those 12 years.

tick... tick... BOOM BOOM BOOM!!!

How is it possible that three bombs went off today at approximately the same time? Two in buildings that are close too each other (Ritz Carlton & JW Marriott). One in Muara Angke. And the question is...

Why NOW?

After all of these years, five years to be exact, of living peacefully and in harmony, free of bombs and terrorist. I mean I get that back then the modus was about the jihad thingy (which is super silly and stupid way to do jihad), but what is it this time?

Was it because of the election that just happened last week?

And was it worth it? (NO)

A lot of people were killed, even more were seriously injured. Indonesia is definitely back with the sign "TRAVEL WARNING" plastered on our face. The team Manchester United who was supposed to stay in one of the hotels are definitely 99% not coming. The provider '3' certainly has certainly lost a huge amount of money.

And Indonesia is back on the downhill side of the earth economically.

Sigh...

My condolesence to people who were killed and injured, and their family.
And also the people who had bought tickets to the MU game.
BE STRONG

i ask my sister to be serious but she cant

at this point being, there are approximately, more or less, 6,470,818,671 people walking and living in earth. At least there are, quoting on Peyton Sawyer. Those people are so different in so many ways. No matter how alike they may seem, or how people tends to classify themselves or even others. We're different in our own ways. Special in our own ways.

Even if we were to be classified according to the stereotypes.

This often happens in High school. High school, is the best and the worst 4 years of anybody's life. It'll make you or it'll break you. Those are the days when you experiment things, trying to find yourself. There will be kids wearing raggedy clothes smoking joints on the back of the school building. Jocks and cheerleaders would domain every single surface of the school. Geeks will be on some corner with their Star Trek conversation, and kids with weird hair, black eyeliners, black clothes, black... practically everything will be all moody and want to kill themselves will be on the other. And then all of them will be dissing each other and making comments of how awesome their own group is.

But really even when you're in a same group of course you also have different views, thoughts, and visions. Like... take example in High School Musical 3 (baaaad example), Troy and Chad are in the same clique, your average jocks, but one wanted to be the all national basketball champ and the other wanted to pursue his theater dreams. It happens all the time really.

In my school, my friends. We hung out together for nearly six years, slept together, ate together. But we just can't help it if...
I am a kid who really break all the genre in music and movies, never really have to be specific in things. That include boys! Loves basketball and korean music now. I think that smoking kills so are drugs, and tattoos are cool. But hey, I tolerate people.
while... my bestfriend Naila also can't help it...
She's a very girly girl, loves to wear make up and heels, you know the drill. Cry easily and very bubbly. She's a bit frigid but makes exception when it comes to her friends.

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WHAT I'M TRYING TO SAY IS:
It shouldn't matter much if other people have another thought that really clashes ours. It's normal. It doesn't matter if one decided to turn into drugs (it's still wrong though) or if one decided they like things you don't like. After all it makes us HUMAN.

* my theory does not apply on SOME people..

this time

Aah, so many things happened in the past few days. None of them concerned me much.

1. There was the Michael Jackson's big memorial service at the Staples Center where, if I'm not mistaken, his 'This is It' concert was supposed to be held. The memorial service alone was like a concert it self. My question is, was it all that necessary? To have that huge ceremony just to remember him? His life, his death? I personally don't get it. Okay, maybe I wasn't a fan myself, but... It was just too much. It was aired all over the world. It was like the headline news of every newspaper, the service alone. They made a casket supposedly out of gold for him to be shown there at the memorial service. GOLD? oh come on, get real... Had the world gone insane also when the King of Rock Elvis Presley died on the 70s? Of course I wasn't born then so I can't compare the two. I haven't heard the name Michael Jackson for years, and now it's all I've been hearing. On TVs, in my house. My sister's been watch in his videos all over and over again. I think the world is overreacting about the whole Michael Jackson's death in my own opinion. Did they make this kind of fuzz if Obama dies? IF! Oh my god, IF!

2. INDONESIA's PRESIDENT & VICE-PRESIDENT ELECTION DAY!! Argh how I WISH I could've participated on the whole deal! I really wanted to elect you know. It's a big deal for me. Once you reach the age of 17, you'll get you're ID card, you can apply or driving licence, you're legit, practically a grown up, and... YOU'D GET TO VOTE! But unfortunately, since I'm a late bloomer, I was born December, I didn't get my chance to elect. It's a pity because I actually CARE about the whole deal, about the country's future. Unlike people who was just like... "fuck this shit, I'll just pick whoever looks better," or didn't participate at all! What is up with my country. Okay, maybe the election thingy wasn't as big of a showdown unlike Hillary Clinton and Barrack Obama. Our country's president maybe isn't going to be much of a change to the worldwide, but it's still important. I don't get it why people act like it doesn't concern them at all. I just don't understand the mind of Indonesian people. Most of them are stupid and lazy, and they just don't want to change. I'm Indonesian, I'm lazy, but I WANT to change so badly. [okay, this one, concerned me so fucking much]

3. I found my old collection of Queer as Folk. The series that changed my life's prospect . My way of thinking. My point of view about other people. The reason why I have no problem with that kind of lifestyle. I re-watch. Yes, I actually RE-WATCH them a whole season. It does not excite me the way it used to. I mean don't get me wrong, I don't get excited over... those kinds of movie. But, the way the story goes, the couples, finding out the new episodes, it excites me. Not because the scene. Come to think of it those scenes weirded me out now, haha. I dunno how the hell I could stand them back then. Hmm gotta watch it later haha