kerandoman seorang anak yang sangat butuh liburan...

I feel so bored... Like honestly, aish.. argh.
Ngapain ya enaknyaa? Smua orang masih pada berliburan ria entah dimanaa, sedangkan gw udah bosen aja gitu dirumah lagi. SIGH. Liat aja saking randomnya gw, blog gw pun berdalih ke bahasa indonesia. Campur-campur sih.
What do I do... opening my friends blogs would be a bore. Because none of them are updating anymore! I don't think they bother anymore. I'm the only one who doesn't have a life and still blogging. lalalaaaa. Atau mungkin mereka asik berlibur jadi ga sempet nge-update blog-blog mereka. Secara beberapa sedang asik di Perancis sanaa. Enaknyaaa bikin ngiri :(

Ada sih satu blog yang baru dibikin dan baru gw temuin, dan enak skali dibaca untuk di ejek dan di bash. tapi bikin emosi sndiri bacanya karena sang penulis sok lucu. lalaaaaaa. Jadi gw berusaha untuk tidak membuka lagi :S

Pacar gw juga, ngapain deh liburan di Ancol. PENUH TAU DIT hahahaha. Duh, pacarku yang satu itu, mungkin sedang asik bermain-main dengan teman-temannya sesama lumba-lumba di Ancol. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. Just joking baby, love you still. Come back soon I miss you :) Gw agak bingung juga sih, kenapa dia ada di Ancol. The place is like filled with thousands of people right now. You can't really go to the beach, because, it's full of people and you can't really enjoy the view because the view would be people! Ke dufan juga sama aja penuhnyaa, I bet it'll take hours just to get onto one ride. Akhirnya gw tanya:

K: kamu ngapain sih disana?
A: Tidur.
......Bzzzz

tambah gendut lho nanti sayang, hahaha. yasudahlah, dia mau diapain ttp gendut :P:P:P:P
Sumpah, ini post random banget, ya abis gimana dooong. All I can do at home beside this is... watch Gara Gara Go! on youtube which is AWESOME, or My Heaven, or... watch SuShow dvd Adit just bought me (sumpah yaa, itu kok kedengerannya alay, tapi ya sudahlah). Adit makasih yaaa, dia baik bgt lho, mendukung hobi pacarnya sampe dibeliin dvd nya sgala. hihihi.

aaaaah, untung bsok mau jalan sama Faqerl. another date with the Faqerl! Plus Katie, hopefully.
CIAO people

the leaving song

the most romantic day of my life by so far, or as close as it can be to romantic, was supposed to be today. my dream of being serenade to by me boyfriend with the most romantic song in front of everyone we knew, was supposed to be today.

It was lack of surprise, unlike of what expected. Only about 19-ish people around, which was much lesser than I expected.But the song choice was good. It was the 'Greatest Story Ever Told'. Or so it should've been.

Where he should've said, "I'm going to sing for Keisha," in a sweet way was replaced by a joke on the opening. Where he should've asked people's attention for it is quite an important matter for both of us, was not said. Instead of people listening being all in awe, or just stay silent, was replaced by people shouting to the Speed Racer on DVD and nobody listen to the song. Net even I for their voice was too loud. And he changed the song.
All these were supposed to make me happy. But am I really?

* No, I'm not, more like dissapointed.

But shouldn't you at least appreciate his efforts?

*Maybe, but I was hurt too much and badly to care. I'm NOT pleased.

how do you mend a broken heart?

as if my vacation couldn't get any worst... Lucas Scott really is leaving Tree Hill. *baaawwwwwlllll!* Oh, bummer, that's like my favorite show ever! I bid you adieu my first & forever tv crush. Awwe... I really am bummed you know! I got through 8th grade with the help of L.Scott (okay, lebay, ga sgitunya juga sih, ya sedikit laah, I imagined him as si... hm hm). Now he's gone... *sigh* It's a guarantee that I will never ever watch the show again as I watched only because of Luke. Argh, why god, why?!?!?!?! *bbbaaaawwwwwlll (once more)* But the ending of sixth season is good.
*****

Anyway... how DO you mend a broken heart? How do you pick up the pieces and put them back together? How can someone sees that person you really love with someone else and be okay? I questioned myself, how could they, other people, be so calm. Doesn't it hurts? Doesn't it stings? Doesn't it makes you want to spill your gut out? Doesn't it makes you wanna scream? And yet, they were so calm. They smiled. How do people mend their broken heart? Why DO they do that? It's a mystery to me...

*I was just wondering

wishful thinking....

let's go to a remote place

just the two of us and no one else.

with the clear blue sky above us

and a large carpet of grass before our eyes

forget about clock-watching

or our parents worrying

because the time is ours.

and that is all I really want.

* picture by Le Love

If only....

one year of tears and happiness.... and more tears.

it is my first anniversary with Aditya Dyan Pratama! love you babe! mmuach mmuach kiss :P
what we did todaay was... well he went to my house, so bloody early in the morning. like 10am. so I just had to drag my ass earlier than most weekends, not to wake up, but to take a shower. i'm a couch potato I'll tell ya.

he arrived, both were wearing just plain tshirt and jeans plus sneakers. then he took out something from his bag and it was... *HALLELUJAH!* my 135bc holga. my baby, my sweet baby. and all I could give him was a tshirt, and my love of course :P

we went strolling to Taman Menteng, taking pictures and just talking. it's nice to be simple like once in awhile. and then we went to eat in ragusa. he was like... "I don't wanna eat too much," since it was my turn to treat him. I was paying, and he's just not that type of guy who would let a girl pay. but I insist, so he ended up eating a lil bit more than he said he would haha.

what happened next was we went to Grand Indonesia and just walked around for like about.. 4 hours. It's a big mall, so it wasn't boring like it would in PIM or Citos. we went to the gramedia, it was freaking HUGE. it was two stories shop man. wow.

to bring me happiness was damn easy. you just have to buy me dvds. (that rhymes! lol yeay me!) so he brought me to Poins Square. this's the downfall. he wanted to kareoke, but I didn't, so we bicker and ended up having a fight :S and it was annoying and ruined the moment of the day!! shucks. but he apologized and we went to kemang to have dinner.

he drove me home and gave me a quick peck, a hug, and an apology of what happened. it was a good day to end my first annivesary.

*point to note, there was no romantic thing or what-so-ever done...

** he then apologized about that also and then gave me a letter of how much he loved me and what he felt during the year we spent together. it was oh so sweet! I love you Aditya Dyan Pratama!

"Keisha, happy one year anniversary. Thank you for the wonderful year we have spent full of love. And I hope we will be together next year, and the next, and the next, and the next years after. Love you"

Love you too Aditya! Happy one year!