I really do like to write stories. But never really show people my work, I mean, like showing them bluntly. This is my first attempt to ever write a fanfiction (liar). I'll stop after this, probably.
Title: ----
Pairings: Shihan
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You always stood there at the back as if nobody notices you. But it's really hard to NOT notice you.
At least for me it's so easy.
I keep trying to find your flaw. Except I couldn't.
Somehow i never seem to find one. What is it?
You were so perfect. It's as if you were really, and in fact maybe is, god's favorite son.
You're body, so god-like it's as if you were a norse god from mythical stories. Broad and tall. Taller than anybody around you. And not just physically. You're so so nice to people.You kept on smiling to people, being polite, showing off your mega-watt dimpled smile. You never did anything bad to anyone, nor did you ever intended to. You never hold grudges no matter how bad a person did to you. You came from a very good and well-raised family. You're rich and got everything that you wanted. You recite your bible almost everyday. You give elderly people your seats in the train when others just pretended to be asleep.
It amazes me, yet it also drives me crazy.
But it doesn't matter because I adore you.
You helped me through when the other scolded me because I didn't understand what they were saying. You comfort me when i got homesick. You brought me take-outs when I stayed at home while the others went out. You took care of me when I got sick. I didn't know why you did all of those things when even our leader didn't even care that much. But I'm grateful that you did.
But then after everything had happened, after we were finally together.
I see it.
You were so nice, that you cared about other people than me. sure, you give everything that you can give to me. but you just weren't there. I couldn't feel you. In front of everybody else, you touch me, you'd whisper sweet nothing into my ears, you'll hold my hand so tight as if you don't want to loose me. Our friends were very jealous. "If only we have someone to share with like you guys," they say. If only they knew.
Once the cameras are off. You were no longer holding my hands. You'd rather help other people than me. It kills me for the fact that everyone will practically gawk at you the minute, hell, the second you enter the room. You're also burdened with the fact that we're together. Your family doesn't approve, because they're strict and really religious. which means they do not and will never acknowledge our choice of lifestyle.
Will you go against them, ever, to pursue our love? No. Because you're the perfect son, God's favorite son. Who will never go against your parents' wishes or anything that counts as a sin in your God's bible. It doesn't matter how much we love each other.
No. Because you're Choi Shiwon. And your perfection, is definitely your flaw.
Title: ----
Pairings: Shihan
* * * * * * *
You always stood there at the back as if nobody notices you. But it's really hard to NOT notice you.
At least for me it's so easy.
I keep trying to find your flaw. Except I couldn't.
Somehow i never seem to find one. What is it?
You were so perfect. It's as if you were really, and in fact maybe is, god's favorite son.
You're body, so god-like it's as if you were a norse god from mythical stories. Broad and tall. Taller than anybody around you. And not just physically. You're so so nice to people.You kept on smiling to people, being polite, showing off your mega-watt dimpled smile. You never did anything bad to anyone, nor did you ever intended to. You never hold grudges no matter how bad a person did to you. You came from a very good and well-raised family. You're rich and got everything that you wanted. You recite your bible almost everyday. You give elderly people your seats in the train when others just pretended to be asleep.
It amazes me, yet it also drives me crazy.
But it doesn't matter because I adore you.
You helped me through when the other scolded me because I didn't understand what they were saying. You comfort me when i got homesick. You brought me take-outs when I stayed at home while the others went out. You took care of me when I got sick. I didn't know why you did all of those things when even our leader didn't even care that much. But I'm grateful that you did.
But then after everything had happened, after we were finally together.
I see it.
You were so nice, that you cared about other people than me. sure, you give everything that you can give to me. but you just weren't there. I couldn't feel you. In front of everybody else, you touch me, you'd whisper sweet nothing into my ears, you'll hold my hand so tight as if you don't want to loose me. Our friends were very jealous. "If only we have someone to share with like you guys," they say. If only they knew.
Once the cameras are off. You were no longer holding my hands. You'd rather help other people than me. It kills me for the fact that everyone will practically gawk at you the minute, hell, the second you enter the room. You're also burdened with the fact that we're together. Your family doesn't approve, because they're strict and really religious. which means they do not and will never acknowledge our choice of lifestyle.
Will you go against them, ever, to pursue our love? No. Because you're the perfect son, God's favorite son. Who will never go against your parents' wishes or anything that counts as a sin in your God's bible. It doesn't matter how much we love each other.
No. Because you're Choi Shiwon. And your perfection, is definitely your flaw.
3 Shibbies:
hmm gimana ya, hmm mau comment tapi takut dibilang gay haha. bagus kok, bakal jadi favoritnya E***l ato ga A*s sih haha, just kidding man haha. but it's too short :p
echol sama ais yaaa ahahahaha. adit tuh yang nulis
:P:P
eh dit sampah loo, itu kan lo sama faqih pastinya :P
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