Sunday, June 14, 2009

thoughts & regrets

Oof.. I'm a twelfth grader now, huh? You know what that means? It means more and more responsibility... Sigh... And it got me worry. I worry a lot. It scares me. Stuffs are like flying in and out of my mind.
  1. In a matter or 11 months (give or take) I will be an adult and enter the 'real' world. NOOO!! Where's my mommy.
  2. I regretted not learning mores stuffs that I could've done. Like... learning mandarin, or taking a dance lesson, or taking up an instrument earlier when I was younger.
  3. I should've prayed more. I need God's guidance
  4. I regretted that I've rushed a few decisions. If I didn't probably I'm a lot happier now.
  5. I regretted ever introducing my sister to Super Junior because she's more fanatic than I expected her to be and she ran off telling her friends all about it and now the whole world KNOWS. Shit man.
  6. I am probably crazy that UAN is in front of my life and yet all I care about is still my boyfriend, how to get Super Junior's CDs, the band itself, how can I make people to make me happy and etc, when there are lot more important thing to care and worry about. (like passing UAN? Perhaps??)
  7. I regretted not being a normal person.

3 Shibbies:

Fika Rahimah said...

well... being abnormal sometimes fun kok kei :D

Dru Padi said...

define normal

KEISHA said...

not to exagerrate things, dil

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