my oh-so boring vacay...

lalalaaaa, I'm in a very crappy mood you see. To make it even worse, I'm in a crappy mood on vacation. Know why? because shits happen like constantly for the past few days, and I'm not going to any holiday to make me take a breather and release this weight of my back! Ah... poor me. Life's extremely unfair. Isn't my life miserable enough to begin with?? I need something to take an edge off! Like maybe...

• My very own Lucas Scott.

So there will be someone I can share my passion of literature with throughout the summer. And we can read books and so on and so forth. Besides, what's wrong with a little summer fling on a basketball court? :P

• A new book to read.

I am very much in the mood to read. If only my mom would've bought me two books, I wouldn't even bother her with all of my other wants. Sigh... and I'm really in the mood of adventure. So Peter Pan + Wizard of Oz should do it. I don't know why But I'm really crazy about peter pan right now. And I really don't know why. I mean I've always liked it, but as soon as I found it's novel, I've gotten crazier about it. Think about it, a whole adventure in one little book. I would probably stick my nose in it for the whole summer.

• A trip to the SPA!

I want a massage... I need a manicure and pedicure since my nail beds are... well they just need help. And the massage could make my tense shoulder disappear. Aah, wouldn't that be nice?

• Hanging out with my friends.

Though unfortunately, my friends are all going to Bali for vacation. And I'm not going. huaaaa huaaaaa *wails hard*. Why? One, I could put the money to a better use. Two, I have a family thing on the day. Sigh... Shit man. I really miss my friends. The only one I still in contact with is Naila, and the boys. Sigh... Where are you my fella? Oh, and Lika.

• Lots and lots of snack

That's pretty much it. Anything to make me sugar over doze. Lot's of chocolate... marshmallow... candies... a little bit of monte blanc... and ice cream... yumm!

• My boyfriend to be very understanding.

yes pleaaaaassseeeee!! What the hell is wrong with him? I need him to understand me out of all people. And I need him to let me loose for awhile. Not hanging on me too tight. It get's a bit annoying sometimes. You need to unwind dear. :)